saavedra17:

• You’re amazing.
• I wanna hold you every night until you fall asleep. 
• I look you in your eyes, say I love you and mean it. 
• You make everyday worth waking up.
• I go to sleep only because I have to; you’re better than my dreams.
• I love you. <3

I’m stupid, I’m dumb, I’m a fool and everything else. I lost the best thing in my life, I lost the one I love. I lost the one person who knew me inside and out. The person I would wake up and know would be there to remind me how great i was. The one that that wouldn’t let a day pass without telling me I’m beautiful. I know it’s cliché to say this, but not only was he my boyfriend, but he was my bestfriend. He knew everything about me, and i mean everything. I told him things I’ve never told anyone else, and i don’t regret telling you. I opened up to you because i knew you were something special, and little did i know that i would ever lose you. 21 months of unforgettable memories,from making myself look like a fool and dancing in the streets, just to make you laugh, to being able to be in your arms and take naps(those were always my favorite) Or that time we went to the observatory and almost got eaten by coyotes! Lets not forget our first date. Our first date was perfect, we went bowling and even made a bet! For every strike or gutterball we would give each other a kiss, that’s when i knew i was so sure about you, but Of course like any other relationship we had our ups and downs and there are some memories that i try not to remember. I think its safe to say that we both messed up sometimes, but when it comes down to the wire, I fucked up. I don’t want to go on without you knowing that i love you. Its actually more than love now, but it’s to hard to explain. It’s a feeling that exists, but has no name. I guess you can say i adore you. Every moment i shared with you will always be cherished. If anyone knew me, they knew that i was crazy about you. I have a brand that symbolizes the love i have for you, and it’s engraved on me forever. I guess what I’m trying to say is that i need you, Jose. i need your kisses, your touch, your everything. Please, give me one more chance to make this right? Your love is all i know….